a better place to live

Yesterday recived many compliments about my writing...HM!!!! probably my blog will be a new Bridgitte JONES diary , will be not a diary of the stereotype of my generation, will be just the stereotype of a not inloved person.

Is not easy write a public diary..and am going to loose the ideas and the contents of mine and is become boring, am always thinking if is really whole my meaning what i wrote or just a part of that, if the idea of being spalsed on reader nose is a step for me or just am not catcing the real meaning of the blog

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Last night when came out of Fix the inch of snow crunched under my shoes, making some noise same as pop corn in the microwaves, i went home swinging and crakling, and today 2 inches of snow are back in town, and making everithing white and soft while the rays of the sun clipping straight into the eyes in this cold sunday afternoon, 2 inches of snow are mute not telling me nothing, just come over as a tender shield to protect and hide everithing from my eyes while am walking blind of the sunlight and his reflex screened from the snow..





The day before I slept by Karel,which has some problems with Pavel,his BF in Barcellona, Pavel asked him to take a break after X-mas time.. Karel make me an enormus breakfast, coffe and bread with Nutella™, am not used since Roman shut down with me on june, am not used take breakfast with somebody, ether while am not having sex with him.

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Another execution against Renda and other phone calls from the executioner, again being asked if am is lifepartner..Damn!!! RUUUNNNNNN!!! RUUUNNNNN!!!! Spit out blood and fury, one day you will be out of game, if they won't kill you early, if they won't kill you - sound like a melody an horrible melody - thanks to be alive, thanks to live another day of pain, thanks for your mercy, thanks God is night and tomorrow will be better, am sure tomorrow will be better.. but now I have to run fast and spit blood, till tomorrow... RUUUNNNN! RUUUNNNN! Rino don't look back don't care what you are leaving behind, look in front of you there are something , no matter what is it, it will be your one day will be your an nobody will ask if you are a lifepartner of somebody wich has no power to pay 1000 USD...

WHISH THAT TOMORROW WILL BE MY DAY, THE DAY WHEN I CAN PUT THE HANDS OVER THE KNEES, HEAR MY BREATH FAST, FEEL THE HEART BEAT LIKE A DRUM IN MY TROATH...BUHM!...BUHM!!! THE HEARS HOT LIKE MEAT OVER THE BBQ, THE HEAD SLIDE DOWN, THE BEARD ON THE CHEST, TAKE THREE DEEP BREATHS.HM...HM....HM......OONE....TTWOOO.....THREEEEE!!!..... LIFT THE HEAD WATCH BACKWARD WHERE NOTHING IS LEAVE AND START TO WALK... If I only start to run

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Hi, just to tell am getting in good mood after drink a tea called Monkey King-Jasmin, this tea has to some particolar magic power to bring you in good mood as they said and write @ tea room " Veze" the tower is at the 3rd level of an old water tower just under the reservoir, there is a nice view of the town..please just in the key u like to visit this place take note u will need to take down your shoes before enter into the tea room and there is not lift..

click on the above tittle

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RUN!!! RINO RUUUNNNN!!! JO and lube it with tears...no one loves you

Arriva sempre nel momento sbagliato, la tristezza che mi prende sopprattutto nel weekend quando nessuno tranne la mia famiglia si degna di chiamarmi o chiedere come sto se sono vivo o no....mi chiedo se questo e' il prezzo da pagare per aver amato....

oggi sono andato a farmi una pizza al ristorante...bhe mi sembrava di essere un alieno solo soletto al tavolo davanti alla mia pizza a lacrimare...


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I am a bad man ...last night wished Renda to die, i regret about it..If i could turn back time...

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Today is rainy, the sky is gray and my ribs hurt like hell...Damn! #%^$*$&^!!!...#%^^$!!!.... what I have to do to calm it down, is since 6 months that I can work out or even run do this problem, I got already some theraphy but no results....

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just take a look at the link... is a search engine of restrooms around the world...maybe u will need it


yesterday I had a day off, after more then 6 months , it was fantastic, shopping and a fantastic evenining @ Stella club, great music ( 90's...Ace of base, pump up the volume and atd)...I also being in good mood and a bit drunk : ) no drama got home and wake up in time to work, no headache...so am going close the blog and continue to work..see u...

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well another year to run and no fuck here to...so run.. Rino run...run...u will have not time to fuck..
he..he..heh +/- naked

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Sometimes am wonder how am try to do my best, and sometimes in a while all goes to hell because am angry....so did I really do a better place where to live.....will try to do my best today : )

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am lazy...am so lazy today last night call me Damiano (@ 3:21 AM) #^%$^$*&!!!! ..he was very down somebody still on his flat and he had to quit the vacancy with his BF,they can meet 1 each two months( they are 600 miles away from each other)...



So this morning am feel so tired that I can sleep on my desk..outside is rainy and the sky is gray, what could I need to pay to be again under the blankets and sleep all day long....I think I will go a bit nap on the gaucho and watch TV

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